Sunday, August 30, 2009

Long time no write...

Hi!!! Haven't posted for a really long time! I started another blog, so I won't be writing much in this blog anymore. That blog is my actual diary.It's gonna be controversial because on December 2010, I'm gonna write the story of my life and reveal most of my secrets... So keep an eye on thediaroferika.blogspot.com!
I might still write in this blog, but just a little!
By the way, visit my friends' site about Britney.
wtbritney.blogspot.com
The only site with all the gossip about one of the most controversial celebrities in Hollywood!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

What is happening to me?

My day started getting better. I don't really remember writing my first post. It seemed like I did it yesterday...weird...it's like time went by really fast. I don't even remember the panic I felt this morning. Was I brainwashed? At least all the bad memories are gone. Maybe I'm just sick.Do I have short term memory or something? What in the name of the Lord is happening to me? Is this the pressure of being eleven going on twelve? Is this what it's like to be a teen? I don't want to grow up! I'm serious this time. There's too much problems in the world. When I grow up, I want to hold a protest for world peace. Hey, am I turning into a hippie? I NEEP PROFESSIONAL HELP. I really want to go to a proffesional, but I don't know what to say. They're going to question me and ask my parents about my behaviour. Any professionals out there that can give me help? I don't want to grow up... There's too much pressure... I want to suicide... Someone, pray for me. Help me ask the Lord for guidance.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

My First Post!

Wednesday 25th March, 2009

Hello everybody! I didn't have a good start of my day. Today is a school day, but I didn't go to school! I was trying to find my wallet before going to school. I was finding it for some time and started to get worried. I'm nearly late! My mom then started getting angry because I'm not a responsible person. Yes, I am not a responsible person, sadly. Anywho, I started to panic because I needed to go to school today to know my time for the *tutoring day tomorrow. I searched the whole house. Then I found it under the armchair. Guess what, I was late already. I didn't want to go to school because I might get a sanction/warning or detention. So I stayed at home. My mom told me to write in my diary. Unfortunately, I don't have one (and I don't plan to), so I wrote a blog instead. I spend too much time on the computer, so I thought it was better to write a blog. I have many secrets and this is not a diary, so I won't post them. Maybe I will...

Right now I feel: Confused

My parents always want me to be perfect like my sister. I always let my parents down...




*tutoring day=one-on-one meeting with your teacher about academic progress in the last term